urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:silent_sirens mattchewwwwwwww mattchewwwwwwww 2005-08-13T00:30:56Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:silent_sirens:16896 2005-08-13T00:30:56Z 2005-08-13T00:30:56Z joy division <p><font size="6">add it! now. yeah. now.</font></p> <p>&nbsp;</p>&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;<span class='ljuser ljuser-name_' lj:user='' style='white-space: nowrap;'><a href='http://www.livejournal.com/userinfo.bml?user='><img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='http://www.livejournal.com/userinfo.bml?user='><b></b></a></span>&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;<span class='ljuser ljuser-name_' lj:user='' style='white-space: nowrap;'><a href='http://www.livejournal.com/userinfo.bml?user='><img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; 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DentistheMenisss. DentistheMenisss. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:silent_sirens:14510 2005-07-26T20:47:01Z 2005-07-26T20:47:01Z the radiator hum. actually. the ac hum. ice hatchetzzz (1:42:10 PM): mattie<br />shameful rumors (1:42:21 PM): whats up<br />ice hatchetzzz (1:42:24 PM): hello<br />shameful rumors (1:42:36 PM): hi<br />ice hatchetzzz (1:42:56 PM): thats all<br />shameful rumors (1:42:59 PM): oh<br />shameful rumors (1:43:01 PM): thats all?<br />ice hatchetzzz (1:43:06 PM): yeah pretty much<br />ice hatchetzzz (1:43:09 PM): i just wanted to bug you<br />shameful rumors (1:43:17 PM): A+<br />ice hatchetzzz (1:43:23 PM): hooray<br />shameful rumors (1:43:29 PM): haha urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:silent_sirens:14180 2005-07-25T07:43:51Z 2005-07-25T07:43:51Z xiu xiu-pox [the only one i seem to like off the new album] i can get creative at times...<br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v443/scarecrow_you_ruined_me/matt/rainraingoaway.jpg" alt="rain rain go away."> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:silent_sirens:14011 2005-07-25T06:38:02Z 2005-07-25T06:38:02Z nick cave - O'Malley's bar me and ana went and took pictures in claremont on Baseline and Padua. then we went down to Haven and 26th to this old house that got torn down. its got bad ass walls. it looks like a clown cemetary. it was really fun.<br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v443/scarecrow_you_ruined_me/DSC03336.jpg" alt="back of the scary house."><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v443/scarecrow_you_ruined_me/DSC03345.jpg" alt="looks like the appocolypse in the background."><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v443/scarecrow_you_ruined_me/DSC03353.jpg" alt="cool shack looking thing."><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v443/scarecrow_you_ruined_me/DSC03366.jpg" alt="scary house again"><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v443/scarecrow_you_ruined_me/DSC03367.jpg" alt="best picture ever"><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v443/scarecrow_you_ruined_me/DSC03375.jpg" alt="walking down baseline. took a picture and moved. alot of 7&#39;s"><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v443/scarecrow_you_ruined_me/DSC03395.jpg" alt="gay 30 minute photo. get it? eh?? get it????"><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v443/scarecrow_you_ruined_me/DSC03405.jpg" alt="clown cemetary."><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v443/scarecrow_you_ruined_me/DSC03430.jpg" alt="clown cemetary again."><br />yeah. it was fun.<br /><br />i met sveta one year ago today. =]&lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:silent_sirens:13715 2005-07-23T17:59:00Z 2005-07-23T17:59:00Z seye kcalb yesterday was funn. i got to see everyone from school and more. we were at a park for steph's birthday and stuff and then we went to the bowling alley. where they had a lotto ticket scratcher machine thing that you just put in a dollar and it comes out. youre SUPPOSED to be 18 or older to play. but i said fuck that. and i put in a dollar. baym. i win two dollars. ha. fuck you uncle sam. i win. you lose. woooo. yeah. it was fun though. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:silent_sirens:13537 2005-07-22T09:05:49Z 2005-07-22T09:05:49Z i made this bad ass beat on fruity loops. lets just pretend that sunday through thursday never happened. except for the last half hour. that was good. yes. cool. yay. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:silent_sirens:13223 2005-07-15T06:40:53Z 2005-07-15T06:40:53Z messenger bird's song these past couple days have been soooooo FUCKING amazing. like. really amazing. especially tonight. nickie came over at around 4:45. we went to the park right next to my house and walked around. we were watching the turtles and ducks in the pond thingie.<br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v443/scarecrow_you_ruined_me/DSC03300.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v443/scarecrow_you_ruined_me/DSC03311.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"> it was so fun. except for the part where i got attacked by the duck.<br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v443/scarecrow_you_ruined_me/DSC03301.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"> then we went and carved into a tree.<br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v443/scarecrow_you_ruined_me/DSC03313.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"><br /> :P .<br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v443/scarecrow_you_ruined_me/DSC03316.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"> after that we went to the playground and played around. we walked down the block to this really creeepy looking house cause ive always wanted to see it in person. its really scary. we walked down a little further to vinyard and carnelian to this bridge thing. it was sooo great. we stood on the bridge and looked down and waved at the cars going under us. they waved back or flashed the peace sign. it felt oddly good.<br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v443/scarecrow_you_ruined_me/DSC03325.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"><br /> then we went back to the park and just sat and watched some blues band play for some benefit. it was weird cause we had no idea what was going on. some band just started setting up and a whole bunch of people came. so we just sat there and watched. after a while we came back to my house. we watched that 70's show for a little bit. she had to be home at 9. we walked outside at like 830. we talked forever and it was sooo great. ill put it this way, she left at 1045.<br /><br /><br />mmmmmmmm SHES SO FUCKING AMAZINGLY AMAZING! like. wow. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:silent_sirens:12851 2005-07-11T17:50:15Z 2005-07-11T17:50:15Z Xiu Xiu - Brian The Vampire. so i went to court this morning. i had to wait about 45 minutes to get seen by the judge. she was cool. she said either pay 192$ or 35$ and 25 hours of community service. i chose the latter. so now im home. no summer school cause my mom is cool. soooooooo. nappppp time. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:silent_sirens:12734 2005-07-11T08:03:37Z 2005-07-11T08:03:37Z everything this weekend was pretty blah mostly. <br /><br />friday <br />was good. i went and saw moving units (suposedly 'last' show) at the house of blues in anaheim. they played with bad dudes. soooooo amazing. me and chris hung out with patrick most of the time until we found julia and katy. then we were moving ALLLLL around trying to find a good spot to dance. and we were waiting to go downstairs and this guy was being a dick to everyone. and we were all like 'gosh i hope that guy gets kicked out'. turns out that about 15 minutes later, we're downstairs and inbetween songs we see him and this other guy being dragged out of the crowd by a security guard and the other guy had a bloody mouth. it was hilarious. so moving units were good. and thats that.<br /><br />saturday<br />pretty much blew all together. chris's photographs were up in needles and pins (a bad ass record store next to the glasshouse) and we went down there to see if anyone bought any. no luck. so we walked next door to this synth store called analogue haven. basicly i call it heaven. sooooooo much shit in there will blow your mind. its crazy. i was playing this moog for like 45 minutes. mmmmmm. yeah. so we left there and went to shitty ass gay queer faggot shake it fest. sooo terrible. there were sooo many god damn people there. and all my friends were drunk off their asses. it was fun seeing them. but it sucked cause i was jealous somewhat.<br /><br />sunday<br />basicly waited allllll day for 7 o'clock to roll on by so we could leave for the glasshouse. so it came. and we left. we went and bought cloves and lucky strikes then got mike. we headed out and got there rightttt before halloween swim team came on. so we watched them. FUCKING AMAZING. they have changed from one extreme to the other in the best possible way. they are so good. then bad dudes came on. FUCKING AMAZING as well. bad ass. i got to see bad dudes twice in two fuckin days. wooo. so after that the show went completely to shit. so we left. and went home. then i had the raddest convo with mike. here is most of it.<br /><br />ice hatchetzzz (12:39:24 AM): dude hahah dont tell me this shit<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:39:25 AM): right now<br />shameful rumors (12:39:33 AM): why<br />shameful rumors (12:39:36 AM): are you high?<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:39:38 AM): hahahahah<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:39:40 AM): no ossifer<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:39:50 AM): hahahaha'<br />shameful rumors (12:39:53 AM): wow<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:40:00 AM): knock knock<br />shameful rumors (12:40:12 AM): whos there<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:40:17 AM): me myself and i<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:40:19 AM): like that song<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:40:23 AM): i smoked with my homies<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:40:25 AM): i got some too<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:40:27 AM): dont tell the cops<br />shameful rumors (12:40:39 AM): k<br />shameful rumors (12:40:40 AM): oops<br />shameful rumors (12:40:44 AM): sorry<br />shameful rumors (12:40:46 AM): they know<br />shameful rumors (12:40:48 AM): there coming<br />shameful rumors (12:40:49 AM): right<br />shameful rumors (12:40:51 AM): now<br />shameful rumors (12:40:52 AM): bang<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:40:53 AM): badass<br />shameful rumors (12:40:59 AM): drop the cock!<br />shameful rumors (12:41:03 AM): get on the floor!<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:41:06 AM): im punk fool i dont give a fuck<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:41:16 AM): ill be like "fuck tha police comin straight from the undaground"<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:41:35 AM): "a young cracka got it bad cause im punk:<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:41:41 AM): hahaha<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:41:42 AM): fuck<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:41:49 AM): dude remember<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:41:53 AM): hopscotch charlie<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:41:54 AM): that is my name<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:41:57 AM): dont call me anything else<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:41:58 AM): ever<br />shameful rumors (12:42:42 AM): me and chris have changed our cellular devices to read 'hopscotch charlie' when you call<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:42:55 AM): HAHAHHAHA FUCK<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:43:05 AM): dude you just made me spit water all the fuck over the good goddamn place<br />shameful rumors (12:43:26 AM): good<br />shameful rumors (12:43:29 AM): god<br />shameful rumors (12:43:30 AM): damn<br />shameful rumors (12:43:38 AM): zylophonic sex<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:44:04 AM): i zylo-shot your dog in the mouth<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:44:15 AM): with my meat bullet<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:44:16 AM): get it<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:44:21 AM): see im referring to my dick<br />shameful rumors (12:44:38 AM): call chris<br />shameful rumors (12:44:39 AM): now<br />shameful rumors (12:44:39 AM): no<br />shameful rumors (12:44:40 AM): wno<br />shameful rumors (12:44:41 AM): now<br />shameful rumors (12:44:41 AM): now<br />shameful rumors (12:44:42 AM): now<br />shameful rumors (12:44:43 AM): now<br />shameful rumors (12:44:44 AM): nownwonwonow<br />shameful rumors (12:44:45 AM): wnow<br />shameful rumors (12:44:46 AM): nowonow<br />shameful rumors (12:44:47 AM): now<br />shameful rumors (12:44:49 AM): onwonownonownow<br />shameful rumors (12:44:49 AM): now<br />shameful rumors (12:44:50 AM): now<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:44:52 AM): ok faggpot<br />shameful rumors (12:44:53 AM): ponwonwounoudb [hjpoui[asgasg<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:44:54 AM): whats his number<br />shameful rumors (12:45:06 AM): 1-800-666-go to hell<br />shameful rumors (12:45:17 AM): bad ass<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:52:19 AM): dude<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:52:23 AM): fucking<br />shameful rumors (12:52:31 AM): dude fucking?<br />shameful rumors (12:52:34 AM): faggot<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:52:43 AM): hahahah i spit water again<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:52:45 AM): stop it<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:52:47 AM): dumb bastard<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:52:57 AM): did chris tell you about the fucking giraffes dude<br />shameful rumors (12:52:59 AM): yes<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:53:01 AM): i swear to god its gonna happen<br />shameful rumors (12:53:13 AM): most likely<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:53:20 AM): dude no<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:53:23 AM): you know that bowie song<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:53:24 AM): 5 years<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:53:36 AM): he knew that we would listen to it on july 10th 2005<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:53:39 AM): he was trying to alert us<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:53:51 AM): that on july 10th 2010 the giraffes will start to try and take over<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:54:00 AM): bowies in on it too, hes a giraffe but he defected from their ranks<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:54:19 AM): o captain my captain<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:54:21 AM): thats what he said<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:54:22 AM): then he left<br />shameful rumors (12:54:53 AM): i believe it<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:55:35 AM): i swear it <br />ice hatchetzzz (12:55:38 AM): i swear it to you<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:55:43 AM): on this, the day of my daughter's wedding<br />shameful rumors (12:56:10 AM): oh sweet. can i have a slice of that?<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:56:35 AM): hahaha<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:56:37 AM): cake dude<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:56:41 AM): fucking cake sounds so fucking good<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:56:46 AM): white cake not chocolatte<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:56:50 AM): fuck we'll have both, why not<br />shameful rumors (12:57:21 AM): cause that would be racist<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:57:32 AM): fuck that dude who cares<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:57:41 AM): fuck black people fuck white people too<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:57:43 AM): i just want cake<br />shameful rumors (12:57:45 AM): niggers care<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:57:50 AM): no they dont dude<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:57:57 AM): theyve got like James Brown and shit why should they be mad<br />shameful rumors (12:58:23 AM): cause we have pat boon<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:58:48 AM): fuck dude<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:58:50 AM): fuck that shit<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:58:51 AM): in the ass<br />shameful rumors (12:59:08 AM): um<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:59:17 AM): hahahahhaah<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:59:19 AM): hahahahah<br />shameful rumors (12:59:21 AM): we have tom jones as well<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:59:30 AM): dude i imagined you fucking pat boon in the ass<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:59:35 AM): ice hatchetzzz (12:58:44 AM): fuck dude<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:58:45 AM): fuck that shit<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:58:47 AM): in the ass<br />shameful rumors (12:59:03 AM): um<br />ice hatchetzzz (12:59:37 AM): cause that<br />shameful rumors (1:00:02 AM): oh<br />shameful rumors (1:00:03 AM): yes<br />shameful rumors (1:00:17 AM): you make sence look like bars<br />ice hatchetzzz (1:00:34 AM): what the fuck<br />shameful rumors (1:00:53 AM): yeah. yeah. yeah. yeah. yeah. you know what it is<br />ice hatchetzzz (1:00:58 AM): no dude<br />ice hatchetzzz (1:00:59 AM): i dont<br />shameful rumors (1:01:03 AM): fuck you<br />shameful rumors (1:01:15 AM): you know this is going in my live journal right?<br />ice hatchetzzz (1:01:34 AM): suck it<br />ice hatchetzzz (1:01:36 AM): i dont care<br />ice hatchetzzz (1:01:47 AM): hurry up and post it i wanna read it<br />shameful rumors (1:02:02 AM): i think this will be a good ending point.<br />shameful rumors (1:02:07 AM): and here it goes urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:silent_sirens:12376 2005-07-09T12:45:30Z 2005-07-09T12:45:30Z montag - love life the sunrise would look cool if it werent so foggy outside.<br /><br /><br />actually, the more i look at it the more it looks better when its foggy.<br /><br /><br />everyday should be like this.<br /><br /><br />no more sleep EVER.<br /><br /><br />im just going to watch the sunrise from now on.<br /><br /><br />cool. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:silent_sirens:12283 2005-07-09T12:35:14Z 2005-07-09T12:35:14Z * - love life so. i tried sleeping. kinda. i got into bed like 20 minutes ago. but its hard to sleep when coming down off caffine. plus my voice inside my head really isnt talking. so. im just going to sit down and drink some more coffe. watch the news or something. see who wakes up early. see who else stays up all night. blah blah blah. this was pointless other than the fact that i would like everyone to know im an insomniac.<br /><br /><br />woooo. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:silent_sirens:11976 2005-07-08T22:54:31Z 2005-07-08T22:54:31Z elliot smith. between the bars wowwwww. i feel like shittt. wooopieeeee. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:silent_sirens:11676 2005-06-30T08:59:10Z 2005-06-30T08:59:10Z jaks tonite was fucking bad ass. i had so much fun. i want to thank everyone that was being cool to me.<br /><br />especially daniel and suzanne. thanks for the alchohol. seriously. i needed it.<br /><br />i love silencio shows. they are so great.<br /><br />&lt;3333333333 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:silent_sirens:11420 2005-06-28T07:34:51Z 2005-06-28T07:34:51Z plot wooooooo. how are you? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:silent_sirens:11033 2005-06-18T19:04:45Z 2005-06-18T19:04:45Z erase errata hi urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:silent_sirens:10983 2005-06-08T18:31:10Z 2005-06-08T18:34:14Z black eyes- false positive i finally noticed that i have not been 'here' for a long time. i cant remember the last time i payed attention to life. im always observing other people and dreaming of what i want. but ive realized that dreams are not always obtainable. in fact they are very hard to get. i realized that the whole time i was observing other people, the dreams i wanted so bad were right in front of me, but i just wasnt recieving them. <br /><br />well now the most important one has come true. and im finally seeing what i am doing. no more walking around this world like a numb piece of shit. i see everything now. i see how alot of my friends are changing. alot of them are depressed. i see how i was depressed in my own secret world. but fuck that. its not a good way to live. at all. now that ive helped myself im going to start helping my friends.<br /><br />school is finally over. i cant believe im just realizing it. it seems like some of the things that happened this school year are from last school year. but they arent. its like this year went by fast, but slow at the same time. i dont know. its weird.<br /><br /><br /><br />i just want to let all of you know how grateful i am to have you as friends.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />sorry you read this. it probly doesnt even make sense. but i just needed to let it out. <br /><br />&lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:silent_sirens:10679 2005-06-06T20:27:45Z 2005-06-06T20:29:13Z radiohead <a href="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v443/scarecrow_you_ruined_me/bleeeeep.jpg">http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v443/scarecrow_you_ruined_me/bleeeeep.jpg</a> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:silent_sirens:10330 2005-06-06T20:21:56Z 2005-06-06T20:21:56Z radiohead Flies are buzzing round my head <br />Vultures circling the dead<br />Picking up every last crumb <br />The big fish eat the little ones <br />The big fish eat the little ones <br />Not my problem, give me some<br /><br />You can try the best you can<br />If you try the best you can <br />The best you can is good enough<br />If you try the best you can<br />If you try the best you can <br />The best you can is good enough<br /><br />This one's optimistic<br />This one went to market<br />This one just came out of the swamp<br />This one dropped a payload <br />Fodder for the animals<br />Living on animal farm<br /><br />If you try the best you can<br />If you try the best you can <br />The best you can is good enough<br />If you try the best you can<br />If you try the best you can <br />The best you can is good enough<br /><br />I'd really like to help you, man<br />I'd really like to help you, man<br />Nervous messed up marionettes<br />Floating around on a prison ship<br /><br />If you try the best you can<br />If you try the best you can <br />The best you can is good enough<br />If you can try the best you can<br />If you try the best you can <br />Dinosaurs roaming the Earth<br />Dinosaurs roaming the Earth<br />Dinosaurs roaming the Earth<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />i feel.... i.. hmmm. i really miss someone. and i really want to see that person. so i can finish telling that person what i need to tell them.<br /><br />i love you.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />hmmm.