the princess diaries

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Sat, 13 Aug 2005 00:30:56 GMT

add it! now. yeah. now.

new LJ

Sat, 13 Aug 2005 00:25:40 GMT

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heyyyyyyyyyy! i got a new LJ!!! add it. delete this one. now. seriously.

Sat, 13 Aug 2005 00:21:35 GMT

inthewakeof

oh how i long for thee

Thu, 11 Aug 2005 10:15:16 GMT

its been a week. a whole week. one long week. one shitty week. i need money so i wont have to go another week sober. i need to start stealing again. meh. im going to this huge fucking party tomorrow. actually. later tonight i guess. but yeah. im going to get drunk off my ass. hopefully there will be some drugs there. hopefully....

Tue, 09 Aug 2005 08:47:42 GMT

fuck people that are friends with you, but then they find out that you do drugs and then they dont want to be friends with you. thats dumb. whatev.

jesus. christ.

Sun, 07 Aug 2005 01:08:34 GMT

the new xbxbrx is fucking god.

fuckin shit.

Thu, 04 Aug 2005 08:52:20 GMT

today was badass. i wake up at 1:45 to bill calling me. he says hes at hunington beach. i didnt think that he was going to go. but he did. and he told me to come. so i did. it was cool. me, bill, daniel, mike, nick, bobby, suzanne, edward and some other people. yeah. the bon fire was cool. the weed and the cocoa puffs and the coke and the little bit of alchohol i had were awesome. thanks to whoever supplied the stuff. :). drugs are good.

bills birthday was fun. yeah. it was cool seeing everyone cool. yeah.

DONT PUT YOR FLIPPER BABBIES IN THE WATER!!!

no subject.

Wed, 03 Aug 2005 02:38:52 GMT

so lately ive been chillin. sunday was a mess. blah. yeah. yesterday was ok. me and miguel hung out for the majority of the day. today me and my mom talked alot. we made fun of people at the store. she bought me cigarettes. oh. yeah. friday she found out i smoked. she replied with 'finally'. it was so funny. i love my mom. shes the best. if you havent met her yet... you should. she'll make fun of you and shit. ahah. yeah. but we just chilled and smoked and talked about how much my dad is an asshole. yep. well. yeah. bye.

OH YEAH. I GOT A NEW SCREEN NAME!

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my day is eventful so far...

Tue, 26 Jul 2005 20:47:01 GMT

ice hatchetzzz (1:42:10 PM): mattie
shameful rumors (1:42:21 PM): whats up
ice hatchetzzz (1:42:24 PM): hello
shameful rumors (1:42:36 PM): hi
ice hatchetzzz (1:42:56 PM): thats all
shameful rumors (1:42:59 PM): oh
shameful rumors (1:43:01 PM): thats all?
ice hatchetzzz (1:43:06 PM): yeah pretty much
ice hatchetzzz (1:43:09 PM): i just wanted to bug you
shameful rumors (1:43:17 PM): A+
ice hatchetzzz (1:43:23 PM): hooray
shameful rumors (1:43:29 PM): haha

i like paint. paint is fun.

Mon, 25 Jul 2005 07:43:51 GMT

i can get creative at times...

Mon, 25 Jul 2005 06:38:02 GMT

me and ana went and took pictures in claremont on Baseline and Padua. then we went down to Haven and 26th to this old house that got torn down. its got bad ass walls. it looks like a clown cemetary. it was really fun.

yeah. it was fun.

i met sveta one year ago today. =]<3

i broke the law and i won

Sat, 23 Jul 2005 17:59:00 GMT

yesterday was funn. i got to see everyone from school and more. we were at a park for steph's birthday and stuff and then we went to the bowling alley. where they had a lotto ticket scratcher machine thing that you just put in a dollar and it comes out. youre SUPPOSED to be 18 or older to play. but i said fuck that. and i put in a dollar. baym. i win two dollars. ha. fuck you uncle sam. i win. you lose. woooo. yeah. it was fun though.

Fri, 22 Jul 2005 09:05:49 GMT

lets just pretend that sunday through thursday never happened. except for the last half hour. that was good. yes. cool. yay.

yeah

Fri, 15 Jul 2005 06:40:53 GMT

these past couple days have been soooooo FUCKING amazing. like. really amazing. especially tonight. nickie came over at around 4:45. we went to the park right next to my house and walked around. we were watching the turtles and ducks in the pond thingie.

it was so fun. except for the part where i got attacked by the duck.
then we went and carved into a tree.

:P .
after that we went to the playground and played around. we walked down the block to this really creeepy looking house cause ive always wanted to see it in person. its really scary. we walked down a little further to vinyard and carnelian to this bridge thing. it was sooo great. we stood on the bridge and looked down and waved at the cars going under us. they waved back or flashed the peace sign. it felt oddly good.

then we went back to the park and just sat and watched some blues band play for some benefit. it was weird cause we had no idea what was going on. some band just started setting up and a whole bunch of people came. so we just sat there and watched. after a while we came back to my house. we watched that 70's show for a little bit. she had to be home at 9. we walked outside at like 830. we talked forever and it was sooo great. ill put it this way, she left at 1045.

mmmmmmmm SHES SO FUCKING AMAZINGLY AMAZING! like. wow.

Mon, 11 Jul 2005 17:50:15 GMT

so i went to court this morning. i had to wait about 45 minutes to get seen by the judge. she was cool. she said either pay 192$ or 35$ and 25 hours of community service. i chose the latter. so now im home. no summer school cause my mom is cool. soooooooo. nappppp time.

so...

Mon, 11 Jul 2005 08:03:37 GMT

this weekend was pretty blah mostly.

friday
was good. i went and saw moving units (suposedly 'last' show) at the house of blues in anaheim. they played with bad dudes. soooooo amazing. me and chris hung out with patrick most of the time until we found julia and katy. then we were moving ALLLLL around trying to find a good spot to dance. and we were waiting to go downstairs and this guy was being a dick to everyone. and we were all like 'gosh i hope that guy gets kicked out'. turns out that about 15 minutes later, we're downstairs and inbetween songs we see him and this other guy being dragged out of the crowd by a security guard and the other guy had a bloody mouth. it was hilarious. so moving units were good. and thats that.

saturday
pretty much blew all together. chris's photographs were up in needles and pins (a bad ass record store next to the glasshouse) and we went down there to see if anyone bought any. no luck. so we walked next door to this synth store called analogue haven. basicly i call it heaven. sooooooo much shit in there will blow your mind. its crazy. i was playing this moog for like 45 minutes. mmmmmm. yeah. so we left there and went to shitty ass gay queer faggot shake it fest. sooo terrible. there were sooo many god damn people there. and all my friends were drunk off their asses. it was fun seeing them. but it sucked cause i was jealous somewhat.

sunday
basicly waited allllll day for 7 o'clock to roll on by so we could leave for the glasshouse. so it came. and we left. we went and bought cloves and lucky strikes then got mike. we headed out and got there rightttt before halloween swim team came on. so we watched them. FUCKING AMAZING. they have changed from one extreme to the other in the best possible way. they are so good. then bad dudes came on. FUCKING AMAZING as well. bad ass. i got to see bad dudes twice in two fuckin days. wooo. so after that the show went completely to shit. so we left. and went home. then i had the raddest convo with mike. here is most of it.

ice hatchetzzz (12:39:24 AM): dude hahah dont tell me this shit
ice hatchetzzz (12:39:25 AM): right now
shameful rumors (12:39:33 AM): why
shameful rumors (12:39:36 AM): are you high?
ice hatchetzzz (12:39:38 AM): hahahahah
ice hatchetzzz (12:39:40 AM): no ossifer
ice hatchetzzz (12:39:50 AM): hahahaha'
shameful rumors (12:39:53 AM): wow
ice hatchetzzz (12:40:00 AM): knock knock
shameful rumors (12:40:12 AM): whos there
ice hatchetzzz (12:40:17 AM): me myself and i
ice hatchetzzz (12:40:19 AM): like that song
ice hatchetzzz (12:40:23 AM): i smoked with my homies
ice hatchetzzz (12:40:25 AM): i got some too
ice hatchetzzz (12:40:27 AM): dont tell the cops
shameful rumors (12:40:39 AM): k
shameful rumors (12:40:40 AM): oops
shameful rumors (12:40:44 AM): sorry
shameful rumors (12:40:46 AM): they know
shameful rumors (12:40:48 AM): there coming
shameful rumors (12:40:49 AM): right
shameful rumors (12:40:51 AM): now
shameful rumors (12:40:52 AM): bang
ice hatchetzzz (12:40:53 AM): badass
shameful rumors (12:40:59 AM): drop the cock!
shameful rumors (12:41:03 AM): get on the floor!
ice hatchetzzz (12:41:06 AM): im punk fool i dont give a fuck
ice hatchetzzz (12:41:16 AM): ill be like "fuck tha police comin straight from the undaground"
ice hatchetzzz (12:41:35 AM): "a young cracka got it bad cause im punk:
ice hatchetzzz (12:41:41 AM): hahaha
ice hatchetzzz (12:41:42 AM): fuck
ice hatchetzzz (12:41:49 AM): dude remember
ice hatchetzzz (12:41:53 AM): hopscotch charlie
ice hatchetzzz (12:41:54 AM): that is my name
ice hatchetzzz (12:41:57 AM): dont call me anything else
ice hatchetzzz (12:41:58 AM): ever
shameful rumors (12:42:42 AM): me and chris have changed our cellular devices to read 'hopscotch charlie' when you call
ice hatchetzzz (12:42:55 AM): HAHAHHAHA FUCK
ice hatchetzzz (12:43:05 AM): dude you just made me spit water all the fuck over the good goddamn place
shameful rumors (12:43:26 AM): good
shameful rumors (12:43:29 AM): god
shameful rumors (12:43:30 AM): damn
shameful rumors (12:43:38 AM): zylophonic sex
ice hatchetzzz (12:44:04 AM): i zylo-shot your dog in the mouth
ice hatchetzzz (12:44:15 AM): with my meat bullet
ice hatchetzzz (12:44:16 AM): get it
ice hatchetzzz (12:44:21 AM): see im referring to my dick
shameful rumors (12:44:38 AM): call chris
shameful rumors (12:44:39 AM): now
shameful rumors (12:44:39 AM): no
shameful rumors (12:44:40 AM): wno
shameful rumors (12:44:41 AM): now
shameful rumors (12:44:41 AM): now
shameful rumors (12:44:42 AM): now
shameful rumors (12:44:43 AM): now
shameful rumors (12:44:44 AM): nownwonwonow
shameful rumors (12:44:45 AM): wnow
shameful rumors (12:44:46 AM): nowonow
shameful rumors (12:44:47 AM): now
shameful rumors (12:44:49 AM): onwonownonownow
shameful rumors (12:44:49 AM): now
shameful rumors (12:44:50 AM): now
ice hatchetzzz (12:44:52 AM): ok faggpot
shameful rumors (12:44:53 AM): ponwonwounoudb [hjpoui[asgasg
ice hatchetzzz (12:44:54 AM): whats his number
shameful rumors (12:45:06 AM): 1-800-666-go to hell
shameful rumors (12:45:17 AM): bad ass
ice hatchetzzz (12:52:19 AM): dude
ice hatchetzzz (12:52:23 AM): fucking
shameful rumors (12:52:31 AM): dude fucking?
shameful rumors (12:52:34 AM): faggot
ice hatchetzzz (12:52:43 AM): hahahah i spit water again
ice hatchetzzz (12:52:45 AM): stop it
ice hatchetzzz (12:52:47 AM): dumb bastard
ice hatchetzzz (12:52:57 AM): did chris tell you about the fucking giraffes dude
shameful rumors (12:52:59 AM): yes
ice hatchetzzz (12:53:01 AM): i swear to god its gonna happen
shameful rumors (12:53:13 AM): most likely
ice hatchetzzz (12:53:20 AM): dude no
ice hatchetzzz (12:53:23 AM): you know that bowie song
ice hatchetzzz (12:53:24 AM): 5 years
ice hatchetzzz (12:53:36 AM): he knew that we would listen to it on july 10th 2005
ice hatchetzzz (12:53:39 AM): he was trying to alert us
ice hatchetzzz (12:53:51 AM): that on july 10th 2010 the giraffes will start to try and take over
ice hatchetzzz (12:54:00 AM): bowies in on it too, hes a giraffe but he defected from their ranks
ice hatchetzzz (12:54:19 AM): o captain my captain
ice hatchetzzz (12:54:21 AM): thats what he said
ice hatchetzzz (12:54:22 AM): then he left
shameful rumors (12:54:53 AM): i believe it
ice hatchetzzz (12:55:35 AM): i swear it
ice hatchetzzz (12:55:38 AM): i swear it to you
ice hatchetzzz (12:55:43 AM): on this, the day of my daughter's wedding
shameful rumors (12:56:10 AM): oh sweet. can i have a slice of that?
ice hatchetzzz (12:56:35 AM): hahaha
ice hatchetzzz (12:56:37 AM): cake dude
ice hatchetzzz (12:56:41 AM): fucking cake sounds so fucking good
ice hatchetzzz (12:56:46 AM): white cake not chocolatte
ice hatchetzzz (12:56:50 AM): fuck we'll have both, why not
shameful rumors (12:57:21 AM): cause that would be racist
ice hatchetzzz (12:57:32 AM): fuck that dude who cares
ice hatchetzzz (12:57:41 AM): fuck black people fuck white people too
ice hatchetzzz (12:57:43 AM): i just want cake
shameful rumors (12:57:45 AM): niggers care
ice hatchetzzz (12:57:50 AM): no they dont dude
ice hatchetzzz (12:57:57 AM): theyve got like James Brown and shit why should they be mad
shameful rumors (12:58:23 AM): cause we have pat boon
ice hatchetzzz (12:58:48 AM): fuck dude
ice hatchetzzz (12:58:50 AM): fuck that shit
ice hatchetzzz (12:58:51 AM): in the ass
shameful rumors (12:59:08 AM): um
ice hatchetzzz (12:59:17 AM): hahahahhaah
ice hatchetzzz (12:59:19 AM): hahahahah
shameful rumors (12:59:21 AM): we have tom jones as well
ice hatchetzzz (12:59:30 AM): dude i imagined you fucking pat boon in the ass
ice hatchetzzz (12:59:35 AM): ice hatchetzzz (12:58:44 AM): fuck dude
ice hatchetzzz (12:58:45 AM): fuck that shit
ice hatchetzzz (12:58:47 AM): in the ass
shameful rumors (12:59:03 AM): um
ice hatchetzzz (12:59:37 AM): cause that
shameful rumors (1:00:02 AM): oh
shameful rumors (1:00:03 AM): yes
shameful rumors (1:00:17 AM): you make sence look like bars
ice hatchetzzz (1:00:34 AM): what the fuck
shameful rumors (1:00:53 AM): yeah. yeah. yeah. yeah. yeah. you know what it is
ice hatchetzzz (1:00:58 AM): no dude
ice hatchetzzz (1:00:59 AM): i dont
shameful rumors (1:01:03 AM): fuck you
shameful rumors (1:01:15 AM): you know this is going in my live journal right?
ice hatchetzzz (1:01:34 AM): suck it
ice hatchetzzz (1:01:36 AM): i dont care
ice hatchetzzz (1:01:47 AM): hurry up and post it i wanna read it
shameful rumors (1:02:02 AM): i think this will be a good ending point.
shameful rumors (1:02:07 AM): and here it goes

kkk

Sat, 09 Jul 2005 12:45:30 GMT

the sunrise would look cool if it werent so foggy outside.

actually, the more i look at it the more it looks better when its foggy.

everyday should be like this.

no more sleep EVER.

im just going to watch the sunrise from now on.

cool.

okkk

Sat, 09 Jul 2005 12:35:14 GMT

so. i tried sleeping. kinda. i got into bed like 20 minutes ago. but its hard to sleep when coming down off caffine. plus my voice inside my head really isnt talking. so. im just going to sit down and drink some more coffe. watch the news or something. see who wakes up early. see who else stays up all night. blah blah blah. this was pointless other than the fact that i would like everyone to know im an insomniac.

woooo.

where's the line begin for fucking vicodin

Fri, 08 Jul 2005 22:54:31 GMT

wowwwww. i feel like shittt. wooopieeeee.

Thu, 30 Jun 2005 08:59:10 GMT

tonite was fucking bad ass. i had so much fun. i want to thank everyone that was being cool to me.

especially daniel and suzanne. thanks for the alchohol. seriously. i needed it.

i love silencio shows. they are so great.

<3333333333

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Tue, 28 Jun 2005 07:34:51 GMT

wooooooo. how are you?

Sat, 18 Jun 2005 19:04:45 GMT

Wed, 08 Jun 2005 18:31:10 GMT

i finally noticed that i have not been 'here' for a long time. i cant remember the last time i payed attention to life. im always observing other people and dreaming of what i want. but ive realized that dreams are not always obtainable. in fact they are very hard to get. i realized that the whole time i was observing other people, the dreams i wanted so bad were right in front of me, but i just wasnt recieving them.

well now the most important one has come true. and im finally seeing what i am doing. no more walking around this world like a numb piece of shit. i see everything now. i see how alot of my friends are changing. alot of them are depressed. i see how i was depressed in my own secret world. but fuck that. its not a good way to live. at all. now that ive helped myself im going to start helping my friends.

school is finally over. i cant believe im just realizing it. it seems like some of the things that happened this school year are from last school year. but they arent. its like this year went by fast, but slow at the same time. i dont know. its weird.

i just want to let all of you know how grateful i am to have you as friends.

sorry you read this. it probly doesnt even make sense. but i just needed to let it out.

<3

ive decided once again that this is why i am currently breathing

Mon, 06 Jun 2005 20:27:45 GMT

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v443/scarecrow_you_ruined_me/bleeeeep.jpg

a feeling of...

Mon, 06 Jun 2005 20:21:56 GMT

Flies are buzzing round my head
Vultures circling the dead
Picking up every last crumb
The big fish eat the little ones
The big fish eat the little ones
Not my problem, give me some

You can try the best you can
If you try the best you can
The best you can is good enough
If you try the best you can
If you try the best you can
The best you can is good enough

This one's optimistic
This one went to market
This one just came out of the swamp
This one dropped a payload
Fodder for the animals
Living on animal farm

If you try the best you can
If you try the best you can
The best you can is good enough
If you try the best you can
If you try the best you can
The best you can is good enough

I'd really like to help you, man
I'd really like to help you, man
Nervous messed up marionettes
Floating around on a prison ship

If you try the best you can
If you try the best you can
The best you can is good enough
If you can try the best you can
If you try the best you can
Dinosaurs roaming the Earth
Dinosaurs roaming the Earth
Dinosaurs roaming the Earth

i feel.... i.. hmmm. i really miss someone. and i really want to see that person. so i can finish telling that person what i need to tell them.

i love you.

hmmm.